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I shall post some news of interest to Sri lankans about life in Sri Lanka in the period 1950-1960 mainly. This will feature articles on music, general history and medicine. I am dedicated to humanism and refuse to judge people according to labels they are born with. Their actions and behaviour shall be my yardsticks, always cognizant of the challenges they faced in life.

Sunday, 11 June 2017

Mahendra’s musings- Part 2

Mahendra’s musings

So who are we? We are descendants of apes with a history of at least 200,000 years going back to an origin in Ethiopia.  The latest finding in Morocco takes us further back to at least 300,000 years. Fossil evidence leaves no room for doubt at all that what we now know as Human or Homo Sapiens Sapiens did not exist in the early stages of the formation of Planet Earth Millions of years ago. It is therefore abundantly clear that the traditional Christian teaching of Creation and the story of Adam and Eve cannot be true. However, the Big Bang theory which is now accepted is also totally baffling and incomprehensible to me. How can a massive Universe originate from something which was trillions upon trillions of times smaller than an atom? All this first happened in a mere fraction of a second and then expanded hugely and continues to expand to form our massive Universe. By “thinking” and reflecting, I just cannot get my head around it and is reduced to accepting it on the basis that there is supposed to be good mathematical proof for it. What about quantum mechanics? A particle being in two places at the same time (superposition), particles light years apart influencing each other simultaneously (quantum entanglement). No wonder people are prepared to accept supernatural beliefs on the basis that the fact that we cannot understand it is not proof against it. But one must be careful in not extending this argument superficially. The fact that we cannot prove that a Hamburger is circulating around the Moon does not mean that we cannot discard such a ridiculous notion. In fact the more difficult it is to disprove something; the more likely it is not to be true.

The big question for me is what are we really? We know that all matter, including living matter is constantly changing and a permanent entity of anything is not possible, unless an entity is defined as a continually changing one, so that “what is now is what changed from what was before” and “what will be is what is now changed into what it will be”. It is an entity in that there are separate entities (like evanescent but separate Tom, Dick and Harry) but each one is impermanent and not unique. It could be looked upon as a collection of changing entities.

It appears to me that each person has a physical component, i.e., the body, and something on top of that which we could call the mind or consciousness. I find it difficult to accept that the mind or consciousness does not need or does not function through, a physical basis, i.e., the brain. With my medical and neurological background, I have witnessed people with cerebral damage through disease or trauma, change virtually completely in personality and behaviour, depending on the area and extent and nature of the damage. Either our consciousness or “mind” expresses through the brain or damage to the brain also damages the mind (consciousness), whatever it is!

If we are all a bundle of ever changing particles and mind, what is our place in the Universe as a whole and more specifically within the animal kingdom? Why do we reflect and act introspectively and if so, is it just us humans, or is this behaviour more widespread? Do animals think? Have they got self-awareness? Do they possess consciousness? Do they exhibit moral behaviour?

As we progress from birth to death, we strive to be free from painful and unhappy experiences and be filled with pleasant and happy experiences. But is this just a change within a spectrum of awareness of what is pleasant or what is unpleasant? Can we “feel” happy if we have never felt what it is like to be unhappy? In other words, we can only actively feel unhappy or happy, just at the time when our experiential state changes, and is not lasting? Are painful and unhappy experiences a necessary evil to being able to experience the opposite? What sort of experience will it be to be neither happy nor unhappy? Is this what we call contentment? The analogy is the way we feel temperature. If we enter a room which is at a much lower temperature than the one we were before we entered the room, the room will feel hot. On the other hand, if the temperature of the first room was much lower, we will feel warm or hot. After some time, a new equilibrium may be reached where you are neither hot nor cold. In other words, we respond more to change than to absolutes.

Buddhism teaches us, that it is impossible for a human being not to experience sadness of some kind or other in his/her lifetime. The term “Dukkha” is often translated as “suffering” which is really inaccurate and misleading. When we say that our existence can never be free from “dukkha”, the reference is to the fact that we are all subject to illness, injury, separation from loved ones, not being always able to get what we desire, not being able to make our elation last and not being able to avoid death. There is a lot of fun in between! But we cannot avoid the hazards. Even pleasurable sensations do not last forever. The acquisition of something you yearned for will make you elated but the needle will come down and you will most likely move on to acquire something else in order to feel happy again. Every attachment runs the risk of detachment resulting in sorrow. Life, therefore, cannot be perfect however rich, talented or powerful you are. A better word for Dukkha is unsatisfactoriness.

If so, what is the answer to us leading as happy a life as possible, given the fact that some of the downsides are unavoidable? The answer appears to be in two parts. Buddhism advocates a way of life minimising attachments to objects or people, thus minimising the risk of dispossession which causes unhappiness. It also promotes an ethical or moral code of behaviour. In the end, however, Buddhism advocates a solution which is based on a rather radical explanation of living systems, at least as applies to the animal kingdom.  This is the teaching of a “life force” which is not in any sense permanent (as for example a soul) but is present in some complex fashion in an animal distinct from its body. I am not certain whether this is part of consciousness. It is not a permanent entity such as a “soul” but little explanation is provided on exactly what it is. According to this, when an animal dies, it triggers the birth of another being and the circumstance of that birth and the nature of the new “born again” is determined by the collective past actions of the animal that died. This collection is called “karma” and is continually changing according to our actions. There is a moral element in it which says that “good action or karma” begets “good results or karma” (“we are the result of what we were and we will be the result of what we are"). This is hard to build into biological systems as we understand them through science. The principle of “an action having a reaction” is easy to accept in physical terms. For example, if you heat a piece of paper to a high temperature, it will catch fire. There is no “purpose” in it.  Even in some areas of behavioural change the sequence of action and reaction is easily seen. For example, if we refrain from smoking tobacco, our chances of suffering from heart disease and strokes are considerably reduced. It becomes harder to explain when we delve into moral responsibility. Sometimes it is obvious. If you are rude to a person, it is likely that you won’t be treated well. But if somebody utters a lie, an untruth, it is said to bring a bad result purely because lying is bad. Lying is a “sin” or lying is an “akusala”. But in reality, a lie might save your life or the life of another! When the murderer came looking for your brother to kill him, you said he is not here, which was a lie. The matter now becomes more complicated by stating that the result of an action will have a favourable moral consequence if the action was motivated by a good intention. This too has problems as killing a fellow human being is classed as a sure way of generating bad karma but what if the only action you could take to save your mother was to shoot the gunman? Your motive was pure. Buddhism also teaches that an action has good or bad consequences according to (1) the motive (2) the nature of the action itself and (3) the intended result of the action and this does make some sense. But why should this kind of morality operate at all in the Universe? One explanation is that we are all subject to the “will” of a supernatural being, a God who has laid down all the laws. The difficulty arises when this Power is said to be All-Powerful and All-loving which appears contradictory when we see the prevalence of gross unfairness and injustice in this World. If He is the Creator of everything, He is also the Creator of harmful bacteria and viruses. If He is All-loving, he picks and chooses who to bestow his largesse. The oft-quoted Christian view that we are all sinners and we are suffering for the “original sin” is catastrophically unfair as generation after generation is being punished for no fault of theirs. To sentence all humanity for the conduct of one person is unjust whichever way you look at it. In any case, an all-loving power should not be in the business of punishing. Then there is the contention of being granted a “free-will”.  If the Creator of Man created a person who when given the ability to make a choice between good and evil makes the wrong choice, I would blame the Creator who surely had the wherewithal to produce a better specimen. I know many very ordinary human beings who lead exemplary lives, unaffected by temptations to do the wrong thing. Why didn’t He create such a being in the first instance? In any case, what is He up to creating beings and watching them behave or misbehave? Is the whole Universe an experimental playground? I am yet to see any convincing argument to support the God belief. I have my thoughts on why it is so strongly held and why it has such a long history and I shall return to that later on,

But returning to the process of “rebirth” for lack of a better term, if  we consider a human birth for the time being, and let us for the sake of simplicity and discussion talk about John, a kind man who has a few blemishes in his life which he is not proud of , who is about to die and be born as Sarah, to an English family consisting of a mother with a genetic disorder with dominant inheritance and a father who is almost always drunk, living in a socially deprived area. The chances of Sarah blossoming out to become a worthy young girl are heavily weighted against her. This implies that in some amazingly complicated and unfathomable way, John’s karmic accumulation selectively “chose” Sarah’s mother’s womb and this included the choice of a mother with a certain genetic constitution as Sarah is at high risk of inheriting the mother’s dominant disorder. Even if we are prepared to consider this possibility, we cannot even remotely come up with a hypothesis to explain how it could happen. Our lives are conditioned by our genes and our environment. How did these aspects of Sarah come to her from Peter? The implication is that Sarah’s genes were in some way affected by John’s. To make it even more complicated, in some totally spooky way, Sarah became the “chosen one” to succeed John through a mechanism that was able to take into account the social background into which she was born. This can only be accepted as a matter of faith. It seems so far-fetched and unlikely.

It is even more difficult to explain what this “life force “is. We know that the Human race has grown by billions and does it mean that life forces, whatever they are, can move from humans to animals and vice versa? Do these life forces come from outer space? Where did they come from? Have all animals got it? What about an amoeba? A Mosquito? If a human is reborn as an animal, is that the end of the road for final salvation as according to the Teaching, only a Human being can attain final salvation.

The Buddhist solution for ultimate bliss is to stop this cycle of births and deaths. The persistence of the life force is said to be driven by ignorance and the desires leading to attachments or clinging. “Who” or “what” is able to experience such emotions? Once these are overcome, the life process ceases and dukkha is thus abolished. But if we do achieve it, who or what experiences it? And even if as some say, this state can be achieved in your own life, what happens when that life ends? That is why I am not able to comprehend how this is a solution when the person who had the problem also ceases to exist. We are told that with our limited intellectual abilities, we are unable to comprehend this state called Nirvana. There appears to be an implication that although “you” cease to exist, “something” is experiencing a kind of supreme bliss. Furthermore, Buddhism refers to other realms of existence including some which are supremely “happy” but yet subject to death but in these realms, they are unable to attain total enlightenment as the latter can only be achieved as a Human Being.

The carrot however in the teaching is that this attainment is within the reach of every human being and by following what is called the Noble Eightfold Path, realisation or Insight will come to the Practitioner. We are told that it is something you can only experience. It cannot be visualised or imagined or logically derived.  The path is shown and it is entirely up to you to test it for yourself.

I am forced to conclude that acceptance of Buddhism as the ultimate Truth of our existence and of our Universe is also a matter of faith just as acceptance of God is a matter of faith. What we know of our Universe and of Human Evolution does not fit in any way with what is expounded in any religion or philosophy. These doctrines were propounded when our scientific knowledge and understanding was backward, when many what we now know as natural phenomena were attributed to Supernatural powers. The list of phenomena being transferred from the “Supernatural” to the “Natural” is growing all the time and will continue to do so as we gain more and more knowledge.

However, I find some of the practical advice given to lay people on maximising happiness and minimising sadness (I call this a state of contentment), through a Buddhist approach very helpful. But religions (classifying Buddhism arguably as one) cannot be eclectic. We cannot make up a basket of things from Christianity, Buddhism, Judaism, Hinduism and Buddhism etc and produce the “Real truth”. Each claim to be the Truth and only one can be. A basket of components promoting good behaviour and a life of relative contentment can be built through the adoption of some aspects of many Religions. The big appeal of Buddhism to me is its highly sophisticated understanding of human psychology, the teaching of self-reliance and self-improvement, the lack of dependence on a supreme being and the non-violent, universal love it promotes among not just human beings but also all animals. The practice of Buddhism in a Society will produce a just and relatively peaceful and content one.  Lastly, it is ahead of its time when The Buddha said “Don’t accept things because your elders said it, don’t accept things because holy texts say it, don’t accept things even though I, the Buddha said it, but see for yourself and accept it if it seems right for you on the evidence”. This is known as Ehi Passiko – come and see for yourselves.


In my next instalment, I shall be musing on “Morality” and Religion. Are they evolutionary responses for the survival of the species?

Sunday, 21 May 2017

MAHENDRA'S MUSINGS - PART 1

WHAT MAKES A PERSON A PERSON? 

I have been thinking a lot lately on how our personalities and “self” is determined and conditioned.

At birth, and as we grow up what you are, is determined by:-

(a)    Genes inherited from your parents over which you have no control at all.
(b)    Your environment. This includes your parental attitudes, family attitudes, the socio-economic conditions you grow up, which in turn depend on where and when you are born (the time period- e.g., Victorian values will be very different from modern values.
(c)    The third factor is not proven and is the Buddhist concept of karma.
(d)    Random occurrences such as an unexpected natural disaster causing physical or psychological damage.

Buddhist philosophy postulates that your current life is a continuing life process where a constantly changing “life force” moves on to another being at the time of death and continues its progress in that life by a process of continual change, and the nature of that change, which could be desirable or undesirable (advantageous or disadvantageous) is governed by a cause-and-effect universal law where “good” actions lead to “good” outcomes and “bad” ones to “bad” outcomes. This process is known as “karma”. If this is true,  the person or “self” which is a continuously changing entity and regarded as “me” or “you” and is not a permanent unique “soul”, will be bear characteristics dependent on his/her past actions. Whether these are just moral determinants or applicable to whatever happens is unclear to me. I came across an apparent Buddhist teaching, written after his passing away but attributed to him that there are 5 causal factors which determine what happens in the World. These are called the 5 niyamas and karma is just one. Not everything that happens is a result of karma, for example Utu Niyama refers to laws that govern natural phenomena such as earthquakes, tsunamis, the climate and the weather, Bija niyama, that which operates on living matter such as seeds, fruits and plant life, karma niyama which is the moral “cause and effect”law, damma niyama,natural spiritual law such as anatta, and citta niyama, which refers to consciousness and reality.  This view is contested by some as interpretative and not actually preached by the Buddha, The attraction to me of this line of thinking is that according to this, not everything that happens in the world is a result of karma. For example, earthquakes happen and if you are caught in one, there is no need to postulate that it was your karma to happen to be there.

Thus it is possible to view a “person’s” nature as determined by three factors:-
(1) your genes
(2) your environment and
(3) your karma. Just to confound this even more, the first 2 factors will also be related to the 3rd, For example, a person with beneficial or desirable Karma will be more likely to have better genes and be born to a better environment.

What is very unclear and fails to stand up to rational thinking is how this process of “karma” is so to speak put into practice. Do our actions affect our genes? How is the information supposedly coded in some way, transmitted from a person who has just died to a person just born? Is this distance-limited or limitless? Can someone die in New Zealand and be born in Sweden? What is the possible mechanism by which this happens (if you accept that it happens)? Does this transmission of a “life force happen only in human beings or does it apply to all other animals? It is said in Buddhist texts that when the sperm fertilised the ovum, a life is created when the life force (p…) becomes part of the union. This p.. is on the lookout for conditions that satisfy the kind of life that the karmic forces have so far developed. Is this restricted to humans or can the animal form change? For example, can a chimpanzee continue as a cow? Or, even more controversially, can a human being continue as a lower evolutionary animal? Where do you draw the line? Mammal to mammal? Mammal to insect? These questions cannot be answered at the moment even in a mildly plausible way and an underlying mechanism of any sort has not been postulated. The Buddha’s answer has always been, “I shall show you the path but you will only find out the truth by treading the path yourself, no one can do it for you and endless speculation won’t provide you with the answers.”

Does this mean that it would be wholly stupid to even entertain the notion that it could happen? The only point that puzzles me is the apparently robust records in history where a person has claimed to recollect a past birth. Some of these multiple births have occurred in the same country but there are recorded examples of cross country recollections. If we are applying the scientific method of inquiry, we cannot dismiss them just because we cannot prove them or because it seems unlikely. The first step in the analysis is to determine whether these instances are genuine or are hoaxes. If it can be shown beyond all reasonable doubt that it indeed has happened then even it is just one case, this requires an explanation. The concept of Rebirth is one possible explanation although, at present, we have absolutely no possible explanation of the underlying mechanism. But this cannot be taken as “proof” of rebirth. There may be other testable hypotheses to explain what some investigators have named “persistence of a past memory”.

Buddhism also talks of other realms including those inhabited by devas (small gods). But devas are subject to Dukkha and death too. Devas can be reborn as human beings and if this is true,  our entire concept of time and space has to change. A deva in a different world millions of miles away dies and passes on a “life force” to a human on Planet Earth.

Personally speaking, I think that the Theory of Human Evolution is now a proven fact, thanks mainly to fossil evidence. It is, therefore, hard to accept that evolved beings can regress in the Animal Kingdom as implied when it is said that a Man can be reborn as for example a Reptile. Or advance on the evolutionary scale in just one step, e.g, die as a crocodile and be born as a human being.

There is also implied in the theory of karma that there are actions which are “bad” (in that they result in bad outcomes) and actions which are “good” In that they have good outcomes. It is hard to define moral behaviour in just these terms. Killing a person is said to be “bad” with a bad outcome but what if killing was the only option available to a dutiful loving son when his mother’s life was under threat by a killer and inaction would have resulted almost certainly in the death of his mother? One then has to apply the rider that even actions which appear to be immoral have to be judged by taking into account motive. Motive then becomes paramount. Motivation driven by ignorance, aversion or greed leads to bad outcomes.

The Cause and effect law, in general, makes sense. For example, care in what you consume will have beneficial effects on your health, preparing for an examination is likely to produce good results. But these are tangible and obvious. Not so when it is stated for example that uttering a lie is a “bad thing. A lie may save a life, e.g., to lie that the person the killer is seeking is not in the house they are searching could save that life whereas a truthful statement that “yes, he is hiding in that cupboard” will result almost certainly in death.



It appears to me therefore that absolute “good” and “bad” cannot exist unless every action is judged (in the sense of a good or bad outcome) purely by the motive. Even this poses problems. How does this determine the outcome for a suicide bomber who absolutely and totally believed that he was performing a totally valid and ethical action? If it is also accepted that the phenomenon of “action-reaction” is intrinsically part of “Nature”, and not punishment or reward meted out by a Supernatural Force, then the “rules” by which they operate defies a logical explanation, certainly in terms of morality or what is good and bad. A Supernatural Force that decides on rewards is impossible to conceive sensibly in that such a Force must then thought of as “judging” the actions of Billions of people from millisecond to millisecond! It is even harder to conceive such a force as loving, all powerful and benevolent when it seems to pick and choose, turn a blind eye and even punish people.

Wednesday, 22 February 2017

Memory of dear departed colleagues

There’s a Road ……

In memory of our beloved
Colleagues who are no more



















1. S.R. (Sunil) de Silva
2. A.R.K. (Russel) Paul
3. Dawne de Silva Paul
4. Bernard Randeniya
5. Niriella Chandrasiri
6. V. Ganeson
7. L.G.D.K. (Irwin) Herath
8. V.Kunasingham
9. B.L. Perera
10. B. Somasunderam
11. K.Sunderampillai
12. Tudor Wickramarachchi
13. K.N. (Kiththa) Wimalaratne
14. Anna Ponnambalam Sathiagnanan
15. A. Satchitananda
16. N. Sivakumar
17. T.A. Dayaratne
18. Sidath Jayanetti
19. N. Balakumar
20. Kamali Nimalasuriya de Silva
21. K. Sri Kantha
22. P. Lucien Perera
23. Priya (Gunaratna) de Silva
24. Arul (Sivaguru) Balasubramaniam
25. W. Punsiri Fernando
26. W. Rajasooriyar
27. M.P.C. Jaimon
28. S. Vedavanam
29. Farouk Mohamed



There’s a road that’s made of memories
Starting from our med school days
Each colleague left us souvenirs
As we happily went our ways

Our hope was that, of everyone
Having a rich and fruitful life
Work to be mixed with a bit of fun
Not much in the way of strife

Then, news of loss of the very first life
We thought they were playing the fool
‘He died with his kids and wife!’
Next, ‘who could just drown in a pool’?

More losses unexpected
By heart attack and accident
Each sad news left hearts dented
Were they an unfortunate precedent?

Lucian rang me out of the blue
I am in the UK and very soon
I’ll visit you! Yes, it’s true!
Next there’s an accident and doom!

Bala was in real high spirit
Get post-grad exams fast he can
He will top the list of merit
And bring pride, to his great clan

He too met his death too early
Then followed by Bernard and Dawn,
Hearts broken we cried dearly
They had just reached, life’s first morn

How ‘bout BL I met at a meeting
Anna would come if we could take her
Arul was sorry but sent a greeting
Then they went to meet their maker!

We spent time with such great mates
What can be, the best five years
Suddenly they go through Pearly Gates
Leaving us, in real sad tears         

Siva, Satch, Sidath, Irwin
Leaving too early, were our fears
Didn’t you know we’d be grieving?
Crying till there’s no more tears?

Priya, Kamali Arul, you gave a shock
To us all, you’re such close friends
Sri Kantha, Bala you were our rock
Never thought your time here ends

Tho’ each name not get a mention
Your faces are truly carved in stone
You are in a ‘period of detention’
We’ll be with you, you’re not alone.

Zita Perera Subasinghe (the poem) and Mahendra Gonsalkorale (the rest!)
Feb 2017




Sunday, 5 February 2017

Malu Velenda by Suraj Ranasinghe

A song by the Jay Brothers (1960-70s Sri Lankan group) ( Dr Gerri & the late Dr Perrin Jayasekera )

Cover version with music played on a Tyros and vocals by Sulilala ( using the vocal harmony setting on the Tyros )

The original version is found elswhere on YouTube and on the website 'Miyurugee'.